At this point you are simply psychoanalyzing yourself. Keep up the good work and hopefully rid yourself of petty emotions and delusional judgements. I say go to the jungle big boy, see how long you last. We all have such options too. All humans have the right of jungle, ocean, desert, forest. Ad hominem is coming from you in your quest to prove a point you never made about Russia and how great it is. Squirrel!